Self loathing and completely unjustified.
Hating ourselves and the things that we miss terribly.
Ripping ourselves apart to find those hidden memories of happiness.
Wondering where they bury themselves inside of us.
We dig deep, fast and hard causing ourselves the most unruly of all pains.
This is what helps justify our reasoning behind our every thought.
What did we do to ourselves and why does it continue.
What has been done to change our train of thoughts and why have we turned ourselves inside out.
What has changed and what can we do about to it to make things the way they once were.