Misdirections Of Purpose
Published Saturday, March 31, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Why is it we are always chasing after the things we know we can't have. We desire the things other people have and we want more than anything to just know what it would be like. To be rich, to begin where we want to end up. Everything is never simple. People are never simple and life is just to confusing for it to even begin to explain itself. At the thought of everything i desire i can only sigh and wonder. How would things be different and what would the impact be on everything that surrounds me... i suppose thats why the things happen, happen for a reason. I can only explain it as misdirection of purpose.
Yet Another Heartbreak
Published Sunday, March 11, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Today is yet another one of those days where you feel as if your heart has been ripped apart. You feel alone and unaware of everything that surrounds you. I want so much for things to change, for me to healthy and to be sane. To not feel like I'm trying to live my life to please those around me, to watch them squirm to hold on to yesterdays tales. I've had enough. I miss those so important to me and everyday i find it so hard to keep going. My tales of heartbreak will never stop, because my heart will always continue to break, as will yours. I find myself longing for my future to begin, but at times it is held back by those who will not let go and move on themselves. Things change, people change, and people leave. My issues never seem to resolve themselves, so today this is my heartbreak, and today I'm going to make the change.
