Its All About Time
Published Tuesday, February 27, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Nothing will never be the same.
Nothing will ever be the way it used to be, and i curse everything and everyone for that. Longing for one the best things to ever happen in my poor life. I miss the petty fights about who was complaining about complaining, and then laughing about it five minutes later. He knew my every action and reaction, it was as if i was so simple to read, like a children's book. He understood and never questioned. So many things about him bring a tear to my eye. I miss him terribly and i owe him so much. He gave up everything that meant the world to him. He loved me enough to let me go. I will never forget him or stop loving him. He convinced me to pursue everything that would make me happy, he pushed me into the arms of someone he held up so high in his heart and his mind. He asked us to promise him we wouldn't give up on each other. For this i am so extremely thankful. A day doesn't pass when i don't shed a tear for him. Its going to take forever for me to get over this massive tear through my heart, but he gave me Nicholas to help repair it. I keep meaning to do it Chris, but i think its about time i got this tattoo.
All my peace and all my love.
Murder At The Waterhole
Published Tuesday, February 20, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Its always at the most sacred places that we get scolded.
From drinking somewhere relaxing and peaceful to being mauled and murdered by those secretive animals that stand beside us.
From watching those who stand beside us fall and drown, we learn to try and protect those close to us, hide them from the painful truth of sadness by confrontation. Like a mother protects its young from the monsters that lurk beneath the surface. There is always someone we know who lurks beneath the murky water, its the times when we look away and are distracted, that we are murdered at the waterhole.
Nightmare Of An Outlaw
Published Friday, February 16, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Once again outlawed.
The world is never fair and this poor outlaw has been once again banished.
From the depths of all that they know, it now all amounts to nothing.
Everything that they believed in, is nothing but dust. There is no consideration for the trials and tribulations that they have faced. Forgotten like it was yesterday.
Misbelief from those around them and the lack of faith and understanding.
They have two options, continue their perilous adventure of banishment and never to return or to open their arms and trust and give in to those around them. Please them to their will and pretend that none of this ever happened.
This is their nightmare.
Our Worlds Will Never Stop Falling Down
Published Saturday, February 10, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Forever our worlds always seem like they are continuously falling down around us. When we will be able to prevent such an event? When will our hearts and minds become strong enough to urge us to feel the way that we do when situations just become all too much for us.
When will we stand up to ourselves and stop letting ourselves holding us back.
Do we chose to stand free and stand tall and be alone. We take comfort in other and especially in those around us.
Do we continue what we feel is right for our own benefits or for the emotion and dedication for the sake of others. When will we strike ourselves down and bring others down around us. The world is nothing else but a set of building block, and every living organism is in competition to climb to the top, and when the time comes for us to get close, we see those above us tremble and fall from the force that is set beneath us, a continuous, destructive circle. That is why we will never see our world stop falling down around us.
