Unplanned and Adventurous
Published Monday, September 17, 2007 by ShaRAi.
Everyday seems to be a day of reflection.
A day where we all continue to ponder about who we want to be and where we want to go.
No matter how much we all seem to think about it, we never seem to come to a definite conclusion.
There are always what ifs and buts.
'What if this were to happen but then what about this?'
Every question we ask results in another question being answered.
Its like the Metallica song 'My World' - "Not only do i not know the answer, I don't even know what the question is"
Life is like that. We ponder and create dreams of what we want and where we want to go.
Today, not many of us are true to ourselves and our sense of adventure.
How often do we really escape from what we perceive as our everyday lives? Escaping our attendance from work, from our studies, from our loved ones and our friends.
Truth is we don't. If we can take the time to take ourselves out of these pictures, we can sit down and define who we are at heart. We can throw ourselves out of the comfort zone and take a chance.
Today I feel more focused than ever about what I want.
Listening to Metallica (its all i seem to listen to these days and never get sick of it) and feel confident in myself and where I want to go.
My sense of adventure is beginning to come more noticeable as Nicholas and I begin to plan what we need for our 4 day road trip along the limestone coast and great ocean road. The plan is, to not know really where we want to go or booking the trip day by day; but to take it as it comes and taking a chance to let everything go and leave it all behind us.
The sense of being adult and taking my life into my own hands becomes more prominent everyday.
Having goals and a loose sense of where you want to be with no set time frames.
Knowing I want to enjoy love, life and friendships where nothing is an issue.
Today as always is a new day, but a new day to be me and take everything that is thrown at me in my stride.
To not be concerned with quantities but the quality and worth of moments and the people that surround me.
Peace out and all of my love.
xox
